“Creative” isn’t something you decide to be one day. It’s an ongoing process. Look for sparks in the here-and-now and fan them into a flame.
You’ve good reason to be anxious, but a problem doesn’t go away by worrying it to death. It goes away when you use your brain. Switch mental tracks.
You’re an optimist by nature so it’s never a good sign when you catalogue grudges. Tear up the scorecard. It’s bringing you down.
You don’t like rejection, but people can be clueless. If you want something, say it. Chances are they were wondering when you’d ask.
Somewhere along the way you got caught up in others’ expectations and lost sight of yours. Touch base with what you want before it disappears from view.
Hold your tongue because that person you think is monkeying around could be doing you an enormous favor. Wait to see how things play out.